I’m disappointed with myself. I’m so absent-minded and careless. I lose things, forget to do things, am clumsy, think slowly. For the past four days, it’s been “Joan, be as half-brained as you possibly can”. Aaargh. Bunch of crap. I hate losing things. My quality assurance system is like a sieve. I have a memory like a sieve. I can’t even remind myself to pay attention because I forget to remind myself. Hell’s bells.