It was night time. I was sitting in the kitchen working on my new laptop. Di and Alex eventually came in and we started chatting.
We were having a good time and at some point, I pulled up my music player, cranked up the volume and we were singing the Elephant Love Medley from Moulin Rouge
“Love lifts us up where we belong!” we bellowed. “Where the eagles fly! On a mountain high!”
With ten seconds to the end of the song, the music got stuck. The laptop sat there, blaring out one loud and terrible note.
“Aargh!” We blocked our ears. “Turn it off!”
I tried to exit the program. Click, click, click. The exit cross didn’t work.
Control, Alt, Delete. Nothing popped up.
“Try the external volume control! There must be a mute button!”
I found it eventually and pressed the keys but the screeching wouldn’t stop.
“Turn it off! Press the power button!”
I held the power button for five seconds and finally, the blaring stopped.
I waited a couple of seconds before I pressed the power button again. The computer woke up and scrolled through the set-up. It got to the screen that told me that Windows hadn’t shut down properly and I should probably try safe mode.
Well, I tried safe mode, and I tried ‘Previous settings known to work’, and I tried ‘Start Windows normally’. With every option, the computer paused then flashed me the Blue Screen of Death (BSOD) for half a second before it reset. I didn’t even have time to see what the messages were. Something about ‘unmountable partition’.
The computer was stuck in a reset loop.
Alex forced the computer off. “Let it rest,” he said, hopefully. “Sometimes computers just need to rest.”
I looked at him and Di, stricken. I had a month’s work on the computer and all my photos since arriving.
“I’ll wash the dishes,” I mumbled. “Washing dishes will make me feel better.”
I put on the yellow gloves and started scrubbing at the charred rice stuck in the rice pot. I moved onto the saucepan, working at the egg and tomato residue. Behind me, I heard Alex boot up the computer again. I kept scrubbing and scrubbing, all the while, listening to the whirr of my laptop. I turned around to look at him when the whir stopped.
“Nothing?”
He shook his head sadly. “Do you have a recovery CD? If it’s just a problem with the hard drive, we can start it up again. But… I think it will format your computer.”
I bit my lip and was silent for a minute.
Di said, “You can try and rescue the hard disk with the computer service tomorrow. Or wait until morning. Maybe it needs more time.”
I looked down at my feet. Di and Alex looked on in sympathetic silence.
“It’s really just my photos,” I said slowly. “I had some work on it but nothing that I can’t recreate in a day. But my photos… There are copies on the internet but they’re small.”
I wrung my hands and thought about all the time I had spent on setting up the computer and all the work I needed to do. I really didn’t have time to get my computer fixed.
“I’ll get my recovery CD,” I decided. “I just want to know that it’ll be all right.”
I got the CD and handed it to Alex. I sat down next to him as he loaded it up.
WARNING: Your hard disk will be completely erased. Do you really want to continue?
It almost made me cry. Or maybe it was laugh.
“Are you sure?” Alex asked.
“Yes. Do it. Press OK.”
“I’m not pressing it! You have to, Joan.”
I gritted my teeth, reached over and pressed the button.